Coming out of a broken relationship and concentrate on family?

Aww. I can tell you love this guy. It's a shame you both can't make things work out. My advice is to delete all the contacts you got of this guy. It is going to be very hard for you and it will take time for you to stop having feelings for him. I mean you have not mentioned anything on here about your ex trying to get in contact with you or he wants you back. If you get rid of all his things or contacts you won't think about him as much. I can tell you that you not going mad, you are just in love. X