Is it worth sticking around?

Just hang in there. Everything will get better eventually. Try joining some sports or clubs at your college. And try talking to more people and making new friends. Just things to get your mind off of everything. I promise it may help alot! And I don't know you or anything but please don't attempt suicide. You seem like a great guy. And a caring person. So please don't :( But like i said just hang in there ;)